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-i lorve u too much to let go; 9:00 PM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

the persons behind my happinesS...

aiun msaia aQh kaia mgblo2g Qh ngeon..laln..nsa mood ln..ahehe..

hai..saia2 qh tlga l8ly..as in..grabe kinikilig aQh..xobrang d Qh maexplain ung mga ngyayare sa love life Qh ngeon..ahehe..sna laging gan2..masaia..ahehe..grabe tlga dis past few days...xobrang kinikilig aQh ahehe..(xobra n tlga 2..)..nde n ata i2 ang carmz n klala Qh..ahehe..xobrang saia Qh kz Eeh..ahehe..kht nde nea halata...ahehe..aiun..ngi2ng close na kmi..(yehey)..xobrang ewan tlga..d Qh tlga maexplain...nde pa naman kmi pro kng kumilos daw kmi as in prang kami n..nd an sweet2 daw namin..ahehe..kht onti ln ung nkakakita..ahehe..xempre tinatago kz Eeh..ahehe..kz bkt p mai komokontra sming 2 Eeh....tpos best friend Qh pa un..tsk..best friend b 2ring sa gnon..ahehe..sama2 Qh tlga......bxtah lhat ng way ga2win qh mkasma Qh ln ung prince Qh..ala ng mkakapigil skn..ung iba qh namang friends xadong supportive Eeh..ahehe..as in xobrang supportive...lge nga xang inaasar nd kinukulit..ahehe..pro aus n din un..ahehe..aiun..ewan..xobrang saia Qh sa knya..as in..pro nde p kmi..ahehe..c camille nga ng-iisip n ng mgandang # Eeh..ahehe..tma bng xa an mg-isip?!?..ahehe..kulit2 kz tlga nla ni val Eeh..as in..pro masaia n din aQh dhil sa knila..

FOR MY FRIENDS THAT ARE ALWAYS BESIDES ME..

xet..guys..xobrang thank you tlga sa mga ginagwa neo skn..specially c val nd ille..as in..grabe..pinapasaia neo buhai Qh..lge kaung anjan..at lge neo kming kinukulit ng prince Qh..ahehe..sa iba naman n ngbi2gay ng advice..thank you din ng xobra..kz anjan kau pgnagu2luhan aQh sa decision na ga2win Qh..xobrang saia Qh kz mai mga friends aQh na ka2lad neo na laging anjan sa tbe Qh pra 2mulong...salamat at dumating kau sa buhay Qh...kht hindi Qh pinapakita sa inyo...xobrang mahal na mahal Qh kau...

FOR THAT SPECIAL PERSON THAT MAKES ME HAPPY...

xobrang happy aqh kz dumating k sa buhay Qh....kht nde Qh npapakta sau pg mgksma tau..pro xobrang saia2 Qh tlga pgksm kta....than you sa care mo skn..sa pag-aalala mo ngeon dhl ln mai sipon aQh..as in..xobrang naaApreciate Qh ung lvoe nd care mo skn....kht alam Qh n nde pa tau...xobrang sweet mo skn..bxtah d qh maexplain ung mga things n ginagwa mo pra ln mpakita mo ung love nd care mo skn..alam Qh na xobrang special Qh sau..kaia sna malaman mo na xobrang mahal na mahal na po kta..nd by this time na mi2sS n poh kta..sna ung mga ngyare nong 6 xobrang maulit p..ahehe..love you my prince...

-i lorve u too much to let go; 1:09 AM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

what a weird feeling

xo aiun...mxtah naman at magagawa Qng magdrama ngeon...kz dmi Qng nbabasa na dramatic entry n mga blog nd dhil do sa tinxt nea skn...hai..bxtah..sna ln mhaba 2 nd pagtyagaAn nea n ln bsahin..ahehe...

aiun...ewan Qh b ang weird tlga...kz nong mga times na i hae feelings 4 you more than friends...lalan prang dedma ln...tpos aiun...d p b halat ug time n pinaklala k skn ng fwend mo...ung tipong hinatak k pra ln ipaklala skn..aiun...i thought nka halata k don pro nde pla...hai ewan..tpos aiun...uQh mg-hi sa loer batch...gs2 Qh cla papancn skn..gnon aQh Eeh...hai..aiun...nong time n inaDd mo Qh sa multiply..grabe saia2 Qh non..ewan...an babaw Qh tlga..aiun..everytime na kachat kta..grabe iba impact skn...ewan Qh b...tpos nong time n hiningi moh ung # Qh ewan..ngfeeling ata aqh non...tos aiun..la ding use vacation na kz Eeh...ang badtiming nga nong skt Qh Eeh..don p tlga natapat nong pinapapunta moh Qh ng skul..saiang ang mg chances na gnon...hai...aiun..pro nawla din ung feelings Qh nong bandang april...dming ngbgo Eeh..tpos umamin p un isa qng crux..kaia aiun...alam mo na..mai 21 aQh..ahehe...nd d naman aQh ngkamali sa pagpili sa knya...happy naman aQh eh...aabot b ng 7 months kn d aqh happy sa knya?!?

aiun...pancin Qh nga k ngpaparamdam ng mid april..aiun...nong pinapnta mo Qh ng skul nong enrollment neo..mai feeling na aQh non...kz bt naman bglaAn db..pro d aQh pede..aiun..nong bdei Qh naman..xobrang mai alam ung mga ksama Qh.. ln phlata..except c argie..xobrang nahalata Qh un kaia aQh ung sumamasa knya ng nkapagbonding kau ng twin Qh kht sandali ln....ahehe..

hai..aiun...grabe 1st time qh magdrama ng gn2 ewa...ahehe..aiun..xobrang naapek2han aqh don sa tinext mo tlga....ewan...bt kz gnon Eeh..ahehe...d qh xa knaya...ewan...ngeon Qh ln nging feeling 2...hai..aiun...ewan sna nga happy aQh sa outbound...hai..ang gulo2 tlga ng lyfnesS Qh ngeon...sna naiintindihan mo aQh...hai..bkit ngeon k ln kz ngparamdam Eeh...dpat tlga non pa..as in..nong vacation..hai..aiun...la ln gs2 h ln maglabas ng emotions n all..ahehe...hai...hrap tlga ng buhai pag 2 ang nagmamahal sau...d mo alam kng cno pipiliin mo...

-i lorve u too much to let go; 5:47 AM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

wat new?!?

so wats new with me?!? hMmMm...
aiun..saia2 naman ng buhai Qh...

aiun... sa 17 outbound na...(xcited..)pro nde rin dpat aQh mgsaia..mhz Qh na kz ang SIS Qh...hai..dpt kz d p cla umalis Eeh...pti 2loi ung xmas Qh d masaia kz ala cla...xobrang dming ngbgo skn nong nklala Qh cla as in....dmi Qng na realize sa lyf Qh...cla ln un nkagwa ng gnon skn..nd cla ln din ung nging close sa parents Qh as in xuper close....nki2pag bruAn p sa knila....grabe..kakamisS ung mga moments na un...na 3 yrs pa bgo maulit ulit..nd by dat tym...xobrang grown up na namin...katatapos Qh ln mg debut ng mga tym na un....hai..gs2 Qh ng time machine pra mbalik ang old deis na ksma Qh cla..kaAsar tlga...wla na cla...wla n ung mga ngtatakp ng mga kalokohan namin ni mhyne...ahehe....kng nsana naman kau ngeon...sna malaman neo na xobrang mhz Qh na kau nd d2 ln aQh lge sa tbe...
LOVEYOU....ARKAY MARIE MENDOZA GATCHALAIN nd ARGIE MARIE MENDOZA GATCHALAIN....

aiun...sa 21 grabe 7 months na kmi ni mhyne....grabe d Qh tlga xpected na tatagal kmi ng gn2..as in...almost all my apst relationship grabe...hanggang 3 months ln..hai..grabe...xobrang love Qh un..cmula na nklala Qh xa..anjan na xa plge sa tbe Qh...sa lhat ng problem Qh anjan xa...as in never nea aQng iniwan.... pnaka npa2nayan Qh na xobrang lvoe nea aQh nong...muntik ng msunog ung haus namin as in...grabe d xa umuwe hanggang owkei na ung situation nd nka 2log aQh...grabe tlga xa...ahehe....xobrang iba xa sa lhat...xa ln ung ngpaiya skn..d dhil cnaktan nea aQh..dhil xobrang mahal Qh xa at ayaw Qh xang iwanan...grabe..sna xa na c mr. ryt...hai...kng mbabasa moh ln 2 ngeon...sna malaman moh na..xobrang MAHAL KITA at never ktang iiwanan..d2 ln aQh lge sa tbe moh yan an tatandaAn moh...

aiun..grabe d Qh xpected na aamin na xa..pro ac2ally matagal Qh n kzng alam un...ahehe...aiun..aus ln naman..alang ngbgo pro..grabe an gulo..bumabalik kz feelings Qh sa knya...pro d dpt kz mai mahal na aqhng iba..kz kng noon pa nea cnbe Eeh..aiun...hai...ang guo tga ng buhai qh..aiun..aus ln naman kht alam Qh na xobrang mahal nea aQh..(un ung sbe nea...)ahehe..grabe bhala na...ahehe...aiun...mas nging close nga kmi ngeon Eeh...ahehe..pro dpat hanggang fwends ln tlga...ahehe...bhala na...sna mpigilan Qh tlga 2ng feelings Qh sa knya...grabe...ahehe...bstah kng mbabasa mo man 2..d2 aQh plge sau..nd sna fwends prin tau...ahehe...

chge till hir n ln....
dont 4get 2 leave some tag ha..
love you all...

-i lorve u too much to let go; 6:18 PM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

an not soOo hapPy dei....

so aiun...mxtah naman ang lyf Qh....aiun..mai cousins beg mhyne ...so i can stay nd go to atc with dem...aiun...na papayag nla nd i got to stay wid dem again...aHh...i sOo darn mhiz dem n din kz Eeh....

aiun... iwent wd mai cousins sa atc...its mai cousin(biancz) bdei kz Eeh...aiun...ngpramdam nanaman ung mhyne Qh...ngkaraoke kz kmi sa timezone nd ung 1st sOng ng insan Qh s "ANGEL OF MINE" kaia xobrang saia..aiun..ngwatch kmi ng movie nd its "JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE"...aiun..it was sOo fun nd i remember "uthol"..bgai sa knya ung movie as in...whahaha...aiun..xobrang fun nd we went shoPping for girlie girl stuffs..aiun..obviously i look for STAR stuffs again..sOo darn addicted to it..

aiun...i got to call mhyne...mhz Qh n kz xa Eeh...pro aiun.. i thought na owkei ang dei Qh pro aiun... nde pla..i got to be jealous again..d Qh b alam kng bt aqh gnon...hai..aiun..bhezpren naman nea un bt Qh pa pnagseselosan..hai..tpos twin Qh pa un...anoh b naman un...xobrang bad trip tlaga aQh..hai...ewan Qh b...aiun..ung uthol nd twin Qh Eeh mg kaaway din ngeon..aoh b meron ang dei n 2 at mdaming bad3p..hai..ewan Qh...mxtah naman at gn2 nanaman aQh...hai...bxtah ang alam Qh lng 4 now..wla aQng dpt ikaglit sa mhyne Qh kz alam qh naman n xobrang mahal nea aqh at loyal xa ..kaia..xobrang XOWEE sa gnwa Qh ngeon..kng mababasa moh lng 2h...

aiun...i just wanna share mai feelings...aiun..chge only dis 4 now...mwah mwah....

-i lorve u too much to let go; 6:01 AM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

what a life..........

so aiun....mxtah naman ang lyfnesS Qh ngeon..aiun..xadong hectic tlga ng sked kaia ngeon lng aQh nkapag blog..aiun...grabe dmi tlgang gnagwa sa junior lyfnEsS..hai..aiun...grabe ang gulo din ng buhai Qh..mai msaia mai nkakakilig mai confused mai ewan...bxtah..pra tlgang roller coaster ang buhai Qh kht kaelan...aiun....let me share some of mai roller coaster lyfnEsS..aiun...ang weid tlgan ng love lyf Qh ngeon...aiun..msaia na aQh sa mhyne ng buhai Qh..tpos aiun...ung isa Qng fwend xobrang inaAsar aQh don sa isang tao..bxtah..pro d Qh n tlga pgpapalit ung mahal Qh ngeon...hai..aiun...dming gnagwa...dming projects..practices...hai..anoh kaia ang uunahin?!?hai...sna mai nkakafeel ng mga nararanasan Qh ngeon......hai....aiun...xobrang unique ng buhai Qh..whahha..aiun...mxtah naman un...ung sis Qh na si arkei marie mendoza atchalian...Eeh mlpit ng umalis...hai...kaAsar..kung kelan gnon n kmi k close chaka p xa aalis..hai dats mai life tlga...kaasar....aiun...ang dakilang x Qh aYy...uthol Qh n ngeon..whahaha..weird noh..pro mas owkei buhai namin ngeon...mas close p kmi...ahehehe....aiun..gulo namin noh..ahehhe...aiun...ang saia na ng buhai Qh wla na ung mga bwcit na pang gulo kaia aiun...whhaha..weird...ahehhe....aiun...chgetill hir n lng...ahehehe...

-i lorve u too much to let go; 5:04 AM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]

i really thought that o1 was unlucky 4 me...all these past year..every o1 i had an unpleasant day with it...u my beliefs had change...aug. o1 4 mE s o1 of the happiest day of my life...my day started with happiness when i saw 1 of my crushie when we drop-by my brothers to their school...then at school i had so many fun moments with my fwends and as the same routine..they teased me because as they all know i had a past on o1...but as my motto say "PAST S PAST" then i was so excited to had d dismissal already because i'm going to IMMA to visit my TWIN and also to see my LOVE?!? then when its already dismissal time, i stay for a little bit before i go to imma because it was raining (thank GOD i did that)..then i never expected to see the love of my life...then when i take-off to the jeep..i saw him nd wasn't expecting to talk to me but..he was shocked when i saw me and ask me why i'm there..then i ask where s her sister and left him...when i'm already far from him...i feel that i'm blushing because after a year nd 2 months we talk to each other again...(grAbe memorize Qh p rn....) then i saw my twin and the sister of the love of my life they forgotten that i was coming so we decided to go to national...then when we are about to ride he jeep...the people there are asking us to ride and yelling "c urquiza an d2 skay na keo..."and when i'm already going inside the jeep they were also yelling "michael,kandungin moh na..." i was so irritated that time and curious why they know i have a crush on him?!?...then her sister told me that her brother was quiet because he was she o me...i was flattered..after that we separate because we are still going to national and he s going straight at home...then their that i realize that not all o1 are unlucky to me...the day ended with a big smile on my face.....

-i lorve u too much to let go; 8:49 AM

[ some words i dont wish to say but i know u can feel it ]